WE'RE UNDER THE SAME SKY

One of my favourite hymns was sung in church today (:

And then pastor’s message from Ephesians 1:7-9 reminded me just how blessed I am to know Him. Just simply, to know Him. I think it’s something I’ve taken for granted after so many years. And thinking back on His faithfulness and grace…it’s quite astounding. How He has never given up on me despite the countless times I gave up on Him, doubted Him and strayed from Him. Instead He continues to guide me, teach me, mould me - into a better person, a better companion, a better daughter, a better servant. The blessings He has bestowed, like in the stirring of my grandfather’s heart. Like me sitting on the pews of Bethany on a Sunday morning. It’s amazing, and every reminder of all this humbles me like nothing else ever does.

So today was beyond horrible, thanks to the worst bout of PMS I've EVER experienced in my life. Cried on my parents during lunch for no reason at all, the waiters were all O.O Cried on a bemused Jarren in the afternoon at Starbucks when he simply said "Isn't this what you've said before?" Cried harder when he laughed at me. AGAIN when I found out I was locked out of the house and had to wait for my parents to get back in about an hour; and AGAIN in the middle of the night, randomly, when surfing the web. Someone needs to lock me up during this time of the month >:(


That aside, I do think I'm justified to a certain degree of annoyance. Some people can really be quite tactless. But oh well. Just suck thumb.